I know I act boy-crazy sometimes, but really all I want is to fall in love and get married and live happily ever after.
Is that too much to ask for?
Venting time! So this guy I had a massive crush on my first semester in Oklahoma, Jack, has been messaging me on Facebook lately. And right now he just told me that even though he has a girlfriend, he basically wants to have sex with me.
1. I would NEVER have sex with anyone with a girlfriend PERIOD. Even asking to do so, in my opinion, is about as low as you can go.
2. What makes you think I’d even do that? Do I just come off as the kind of gal who thinks that’s okay?
Like are you freaking joking right now? I am so livid it isn’t even funny.
My mom just put on Facebook that her boss basically made a fat joke about her.
Hey dickhead, my mom already has trouble with her “body image” even though she’s tiny. Just because she won’t fight back doesn’t mean that you can target her. Screw you. Dick.
Just for the record, this is extremely personal. It is going to seem very mean, but considering what he’s put me through, I have the right to be mean. I need to get this off my chest.
My cousin followed me on Twitter. And my hatred for him just grew after looking at his tweets. I don’t feel sorry that your wife left you. That’s your fault alone. It isn’t her fault that you couldn’t curb your addictions. It isn’t her fault that you’re a disgusting human being who doesn’t deserve to be happy.
What you did to me was horrible. Thanks to you, I can’t have a normal friendship/relationship with any guy in my life. And until today, I’ve always been scared that some other guy will do to me what you did. But you know what? Suck my nonexistent left nut.
Starting today, I’m going to stop being awkward. I’m going to take chances on guys. And no one, including you or my memories, will stop that.
I wish you’d go away forever. I’d never wish anyone to die, including you, but sometimes I wish you’d decide to move to Canada to live as a hermit or something. But unfortunately, that doesn’t seem likely.
I hope you’re never happy. You don’t deserve it.
However, I DO deserve to be happy. And today I’m going to start being happy.
You don’t own me anymore.
I’m having another breakdown and I can’t seem to stop crying. What’s wrong with me?
I promise I’m not a mean spirited person but I really need to get this off my chest.
My roommate is driving. me. crazy.
She’s super sweet and she plays video games and everything but she is disgusting when it comes to hygiene.
I know us girls shed, what seems like half our hair, in the shower. I throw mine away. She wads hers up and leaves it on the shower wall. It. Is. Disgusting.
And apparently she’s sick or something, because when I went to use the restroom a couple of minutes ago SHE HAD THROWN UP AND HADN’T FLUSHED IT. My biggest fear/gross-out is throw up. So the fact that someone I barely know decided to just leave their hurl in OUR bathroom just pisses me off.
AND she never changes the toilet paper.
I. am. pissed.
I just don’t want to get hurt again.
He just tweeted me after not talking for 2 1/2 weeks, like I don’t even know what to think right now.
You know what? I don’t regret telling you at all. Even though you’re acting like a complete jackass, I don’t regret it. Why? Because at least I took a risk and did what I believe was the right thing to do. I took a chance and even though it didn’t turn out the way I had hoped, at least I did it. The way I’m looking at it is this: I did something that most girls would never do…I told you I liked you even though I knew there was the chance of rejection.
Thank you for ignoring me and acting like I’m invisible because now I know what kind of “man” you truly are. I don’t want to be with anyone who isn’t willing to talk through things.
I’m done trying to repair our friendship.
Soooooo
I met a guy in French class and he’s freaking adorable. He opens the door for me and he’s got this Southern twang with a hint of a California accent cause he lived in Bakerfield for 14 years. He always strikes up a conversation with me afterwards and he smiles at me a lot. I’m so happy to finally find someone here who’s similar to me! :D
I just met my future husband…I’m not even joking…wow.
You took my best guy friend away from me. Yes, we’re ex’s but that doesn’t mean that I was going to try and “steal” him away from you. I respect your relationship, but I don’t respect you. Grow the hell up little girl.
Yesterday
Seriously one of the best days ever. Why? Well first he texted me asking to meet up cause he forgot to do his homework and he needed “help”. Then when we met up, I realized he didn’t need help he just wanted to hang out but was too shy to ask. Then we ditched our class and just talked for 2 hours about almost everything. I learned so much about him.
He doesn’t like football, at all. But he asked if I wanted to go to our college’s football game cause he knows I love football.
He doesn’t smoke, do drugs, and rarely drinks. But he’s 23 so it’s no biggie.
He’s got a quirky sense of humor.
He isn’t afraid to disagree with me.
He’s honest with me.
He acts differently around me, but not in a bad way.
He gets embarrassed kinda easily and blushed yesterday. Too adorable.
He’s thinking about moving to the UK after he’s done with college.
I don’t mean to write all these cheesy posts…it’s just that I haven’t been this happy since my favorite ex and I were together, which was 4 years ago. The best thing about this whole friendship-almost-relationship? I feel comfortable with him, which is rare for me.
:)
I’ve been blessed to have both sets of grandparents alive until my 19th year of existence. My grandpa LeRoy has gone home with the Lord. He died about 40 minutes ago in no pain. We love you and will miss you terribly Grandpa <3
